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Friday, April 25, 2008
holy crap i just came back to my blog and realised it had been dead for almost a month! even before the voting for council! i guess that shows how busy i have been um. studying. very hard. in the library, everyday. ya.
after 4 months in RJC, i've kinda come to terms with my new life, which basically sucks. everyday i go to school, i listen to ppl talk (in the canteen), eat (in the lt) and sleep (also in the lt). it can be said that i'm pretty lucky, after all, i have what some people have failed to achieve. take for example the fact that i got into council, or that i got into SRP, or that i'm in the softball team, or that i have a pokemon-ish name, or that i have two pen- um. ya. two pens! however at the same time, i wouldn't mind trading most of this away (okay maybe not the softball part) for having the life i did in secondary school. my class, although fun, lacks the same 'fk rules' attitude i'm used to, and the close bonds i expected. after school, they all disappear (the scholars go to the library to um. follow the path to enlightenment. actually i think they go and facebook. as in. like. you know... face books...) and i have seriously no idea what to do besides wait for training to start. but then again.. i'm hoping that things will change. after all, it's what happened in secondary 3, and also, it's just something i'd like to believe in. life is for the living. if you feel yours is not, tell me... i'll
shoot comfort you.
people tell me, as a councillor, i shouldn't be doing what i'm doing now. which is basically talking alot of crap in school, swearing alot, and peeing on the floor. that last habit is just one i can't seem to get rid of D: okay joking!! but to me, i'm not about to change (unless it's in public, then okay). i mean, i only get 1+ more years in RJC, i'd better get as many good memories as i can, the way it happened in RI! and if breaking some rules here and there allows me to have more fun and more happy memories, then.. hehehe :) of course, if you're the councillor teacher in charge, i didn't mean any of the things i just wrote. i meant um. i am going to make my behavior... exemplary... yes. well, more exemplary than it is now. which is already pretty damn fine! i am like. captain model pupil, just without the underwear!
on a more important note, we beat vjc today :) i am really glad, but i wish i had gotten a chance to play. i hate the fact that i sprained my toe just when i was sure that i'd make the first 9. the feeling sucks, but if the team does well, i'm happy for everyone! hc on wednesday. i won't have recovered by then, but i wish all you guys the best!!! it's a chance for us to prove ourselves! and weehao if you read this, i hope you recover fast! the team needs you..
ohwell, at least it's 2 days to my birthday.
i'm watching as my life falls apart.sometimes all we needis a hand to hold.i miss that shit.
about me
merrill
ri4P07
rjc
softball
still waiting & wishing i could go back
music:
avril lavigne, boys like girls,
daughtry, good charlotte, hinder, kanye west, linkin park, matchbox 20, nickelback,
one republic, paramore, robbie williams, simple plan, the all-american rejects, the red jumpsuit apparatus, weird al yankovic :D and a lot more!
wants:
more time in my life, a few more days with my old class, to be more friendly (:
likes:
wasting time with my friends, reading, drawing, writing, laughing, shouting loudly ^^
Friday, April 25, 2008
holy crap i just came back to my blog and realised it had been dead for almost a month! even before the voting for council! i guess that shows how busy i have been um. studying. very hard. in the library, everyday. ya.
after 4 months in RJC, i've kinda come to terms with my new life, which basically sucks. everyday i go to school, i listen to ppl talk (in the canteen), eat (in the lt) and sleep (also in the lt). it can be said that i'm pretty lucky, after all, i have what some people have failed to achieve. take for example the fact that i got into council, or that i got into SRP, or that i'm in the softball team, or that i have a pokemon-ish name, or that i have two pen- um. ya. two pens! however at the same time, i wouldn't mind trading most of this away (okay maybe not the softball part) for having the life i did in secondary school. my class, although fun, lacks the same 'fk rules' attitude i'm used to, and the close bonds i expected. after school, they all disappear (the scholars go to the library to um. follow the path to enlightenment. actually i think they go and facebook. as in. like. you know... face books...) and i have seriously no idea what to do besides wait for training to start. but then again.. i'm hoping that things will change. after all, it's what happened in secondary 3, and also, it's just something i'd like to believe in. life is for the living. if you feel yours is not, tell me... i'll
shoot comfort you.
people tell me, as a councillor, i shouldn't be doing what i'm doing now. which is basically talking alot of crap in school, swearing alot, and peeing on the floor. that last habit is just one i can't seem to get rid of D: okay joking!! but to me, i'm not about to change (unless it's in public, then okay). i mean, i only get 1+ more years in RJC, i'd better get as many good memories as i can, the way it happened in RI! and if breaking some rules here and there allows me to have more fun and more happy memories, then.. hehehe :) of course, if you're the councillor teacher in charge, i didn't mean any of the things i just wrote. i meant um. i am going to make my behavior... exemplary... yes. well, more exemplary than it is now. which is already pretty damn fine! i am like. captain model pupil, just without the underwear!
on a more important note, we beat vjc today :) i am really glad, but i wish i had gotten a chance to play. i hate the fact that i sprained my toe just when i was sure that i'd make the first 9. the feeling sucks, but if the team does well, i'm happy for everyone! hc on wednesday. i won't have recovered by then, but i wish all you guys the best!!! it's a chance for us to prove ourselves! and weehao if you read this, i hope you recover fast! the team needs you..
ohwell, at least it's 2 days to my birthday.
i'm watching as my life falls apart.sometimes all we needis a hand to hold.i miss that shit.
